It Feels Like Home

Happy Birthday, baby :)

"Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life"

(Feels Like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk)

Something Waiting to Happen

They say that your dreams will come true when the time's right. They say that you'll know when he comes along. They say that you'll really feel it when the moment's right. They say that you'll know when the mourning period is over. They say that your heart will definitely lead you to the right path.

It's like something waiting to happen. And I'm glad that it actually happens.

Found my ox..and he gave me a flower the other night :)


"I never felt magic crazy as this. I never saw moons, knew the meaning of the sea.
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree but now you're here, brighten my northern sky.

Been a long time that I'm waiting, been a long that I'm blown.
Been a long time that I've wandered through the people I have known.
Oh, if you would and you could straighten my new mind's eye."

(Northern Sky - Nick Drake)

Choosing Between Two Different Paths

There's always a time in your life when you have to choose between two paths. To me, this is one of the most overwhelming situations. You spend hours and hours thinking about which path you should follow. You often wonder what will happen if you choose the first path instead of the second. Will it make your life different? Will it make you happier? Or it will only make you regret about the whole thing?

The worst part is you know that your decision will definitely affect others, which makes it even harder to make a decision. Instead of thinking about what will this decision do to your life, you're thinking about what will this decision do to others' lives. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. You know that you can't be selfish and you should also think about other people, but then again, this is your decision. You're actually the one who'll be doing what the decision is. Gosh, I feel very overwhelmed just writing about it.

Decision..decision..decision. In this life, it's all about making decision. Why is it so hard to make a decision? That, I can't explain.

I like choices, options, or whatever you wanna call them. But to be honest, I don't like to choose. Especially if I have to choose between two different paths.


"This year's love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
When ya hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets flowin
Feeling like ya can't go on"

(This Year's Love - David Gray)

How soon is too soon?

People say we should think before we act or speak. Never act or speak too soon. Otherwise you will regret it in the end. Regret is not only a strong word, but also something that no one ever wants to experience. However, sometimes you just never know whether something is too soon or not until it actually happens.

The question is, how soon is too soon?

In my dictionary, there's no such thing as "too soon." In other words, when it happens, it happens :)

"N is for the uNexplainable feelings I have for you, considering the short time since we've met." (him)

Dear you..

it's only been 2 weeks. definitely sweet and very charming. the feelings i have are far beyond belief. thanks for everything and thanks for being you..

current playlist:

* Ten2five - You
* From Autumn to Ashes - Autumn Monologues
* Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter
* Mazzy Star - Fade in to You
* U2 - Sometimes You Can't Make it on Your Own
* The Sundays - Wild Horses