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"There’s always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me
it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby (you will always be my boo)"

ini salah..itu salah..jadi harus gimana? if you were me, you would know how I feel. cape..

To sing or not to sing

lol. This whole Ashlee Simpson thing makes me wanna laugh. What happened to her? Okay, here is the story. She performed at the Saturday Night Live show last week and when she was going to start her second song, she was caught lipsyncing!! Her recorded voice from her first song came out live and her band continued playing that song, which wasn't supposed to be played. She started doing the silly dance and finally went off the stage. Remember Milli Vanilli? lol. It was so funny and totally embarrasing. I didn't watch the show on that day, but it's all over the Internet.

At the end of the show she apologized and blamed her band for playing the wrong song. Not cool. What's up with that? All her fans were so mad that her Web site forum had to be closed. One of her staff was so fed up because of all the angry fans and posted her phone number on her Web site. The Webmaster finally found out about that and had to take it out. lol. Too late. Guess what? People are now selling her phone number on eBay.

She finally apologized for blaming her band and she said that she had a voice problem and that was her first time doing the lipsync. lol. They said that her drummer pushed the wrong button. Well..that's live TV!

Check out this Web site to see her SNL performance and other things:

http://www.ashleesimpson.net/

Why am I writing about Ashlee Simpson anyway?

Happy Birthday...

Lyrics of the day: Nelly - Over and over

"Now that I’ve realized
That I’m going down
From all this pain you put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down
I can’t go on not loving you"

Switchfoot

Gosh, my mind's everywhere. I couldn't believe that I didn't write anything about my weekend, because me and Puma got a chance to go to Denver to watch Switchfoot live! I love that band. It was at the Paramount Theatre. It was fun, except there were so many high schoolers with their parents! Oh well! There were two opening bands, one of them was called The Format or something. They were awesome. Switchfoot was awesome too. Of course, they put their two biggest hits at the end. They played "Meant to live" and then went backstage as if it was over. I hate when artists do that in every concert. Come on, we know that they will come out and sing again!! That's just so lame. Anyway, at the end they played "Dare you to move." I love that song. I fell in love with this band since their songs became the soundtracks for A Walk to Remember .

The concert finished at about 10. We already had dinner earlier because it was the first day of fasting and we were so hungry. We decided to spend the night at Mba Rani's. Woke up at around 3:30 a.m. and went to Jerusalem to get something to eat..yumm! The next day we just hang around in Denver, went shopping, ate Chinese for dinner, and went home. I was so tired, but I had fun that day :)

State of Confusion

I watched Runaway Bride last night for the gazzilion time and came across a quote from Maggie Carpenter, which made my tears fell from my eyes..hiks..hiks..lol =P

It goes like this:

"Look, I guarantee that we'll have tough times. And I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Because I know in my heart, you're the only one for me."

I'm in this state of confusion. Dilemma. It's like I have to choose between two different paths. The first path will definitely make me happy, but it's only temporary. The second one is still unclear. I'm not sure if it's going to make me happy or miserable. But I'm pretty sure that it's the right choice. Hmm..what the hell am I talking about?

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa 1425 H bagi yang melaksanakan.

Mohon maaf lahir dan bathin.

Semoga puasanya lancar2 semuanya. Amien

-Dhania-

Good Quote

"In this life I'm not looking for someone that I can live with, but I'm looking for someone that I can't live without."

That's a really touching quote. If i were going to play devil's advocate here, what if..you find someone that you can't live without, and that someone feels the same way, but you just can't be together? What would you do?

My life colors

I took this test from a book called, "Life Colors," by Pamala Oslie. The two colors that turn out really strong in my aura are sensitive tan and blue. It's funny because I've always love blue since I was little. Everything that my parents got me from glue to my clothes are bluish in color, because they know that blue's my favorite color. But, sensitive tan? I don't understand it at first. I don't even know what sensitive tan looks like. But when I actually read the book, it does make sense. Sensitive tan is the mental life color and blue is the emotional color. Both are said to be related, but in the opposite ways, because "Sensitive tans are the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities and the emotional Blue qualities."

Facts about Sensitive Tans:

• Sensitive tans are emotional and intuitive, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. True. One time when I was still in college back home, I was so upset and told my feelings to my friend and I actually cried in front of him. One time only! And he still makes fun about it :P
• Sensitive tans are sincere and patient listeners.
• Sensitive tans value love, commitment, dedication, patient understanding, and good communication in their relationships and they want the same consideration from their mates. True. I guess that's why sometimes I ask too much.
• Prefer practical, reliable, and devoted mates who will commit to a long-term relationship.
• One of the most appealing occupations that fit me is public relations. Hmm..no wonder I've always enjoyed organizing events.

Facts about Blues:

• The most loving, nurturing, and supportive personalities of the Life Colors.
• The most emotional personalities. They can cry at the drop of a hat - when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason. True. I cry when I listen to sad and mellow song lyrics.
• When blues are in power, people trust them.
• More than anything in the world, Blues want to be in loving, committed, and emotionally connected relationship.
• Happy when they are in a good relationship, but most unfulfilled and depressed when they are alone or are in bad relationships. Hmm..whatever.
• Blues can give themselves away or change themselves just to be loved. Not good, but true.
• Blues have a difficult time letting go, because to let go means to stop loving. Absolutely true!
• Occupation that is most appealing is assistant or director at nonprofit organizations or psychologist. I worked at a nonprofit organization before and I always thought that I could be a good psychologist :P

I guess my Blue side is stronger than my Sensitive Tan's lately. My life is a bit complicated right now, and I really need to start sorting things out.

I've learned a lot about me from this book. I thought I knew myself well before I read this book. Well..I guess I was wrong.

My stories

Sometimes I look back over my life and think about everything that's happened, which always makes me smile :) Let me share you some stories:

1. I was deeply in love with my bestfriends' boyfriends. Okay, there were two of them, and the boyfriends were my bestfriends too. It was a long time ago and nothing really happened, though, 'coz I knew that I would be in trouble!
2. As I think about it, I've always had this thing for my bestfriends (i mean the guys!). Don't get me wrong! I'm not that kind of girl who likes to steal my bestfriends' boyfriends!! I've always kept my mouth shut about it.
3. I found out that my boyfriend from high school had an affair with my junior and I ended up yelling at her almost everyday in high school.
4. There was this guy from junior high that I really liked. We met again a couple of years later through one of my friends from college and we kinda hit it off. We kissed and I felt no sparks. I said to myself, "forget it!" And I've regretted it, ever since. Sparks or no sparks, they're not important. Are they?
5. This one was embarrasing, but I met this guy on the Net and we become such good friends. I guess his girlfriend snooped to his computer and found my pictures and she actually yelled at me in a chat room!! After almost 5 years, me and the guy are still good friends, but we've never met, even once! It's just funny because we're in this circle of friends that we both know....but we've never met.
6. I was chatting with a guy on MSN, when suddenly her ex-girlfriend signed-in by using his screen name and started asking me questions about my relationship with her ex-boyfriend, wtf?
7. I had never been in love until I met my last boyfriend. I can't stand him, but I love him to death. Sometimes I still wish that we can go back together.

Okay, enough said, before I start humiliating myself here. Would you like to tell me your stories now?